is it so hard to take me as i am? is it really impossible for you to let me choose who i wanna be by myself? what's so bad about my decision? can i NOT be more like you? can you stop turning me into someone else? can i choose what i wanna wear and who i wanna be friends with without you judging them? can you be more supportive for once? when will you realize this is the 21st century, the way teenagers think are different. you have to be up to date and understand us. we're not brats just not like you folks.
i'm effin tired of being fake. please, i can't stand this. can't you just once let me be me? i won't live forever, i'm only gonna be a teenager once. why can't you understand me? i'm not asking for money or luxurious things, just for you to let loose and be okay with the way i dress or with me not wearing the head scarf. be supportive with what ever i achieve no matter how silly it is. we could slow talk but i know you would NEVER understand no matter how slow i talk.
damn, why can't you let me live my life happily for once? if you keep on telling me how i should dress or act, i CAN'T promise you if i'll be as you want me to when i grow up. i might not ever be the little girl who was once so sweet then. i'm tired of you making all the decisions for me. please take note : THIS IS ALSO MY LIFE.
you've got your chance of being a teenager once, why do you have to go and ruin mine? i see your friends, they're cool with whatever their daughters wear. cause they know, once they're ready then they're ready. they don't want their daughters to turn out hypocrite like what you're doing to me. i don't wanna be hypocrite anymore, don't you get it? i'm tired of not being myself in front of you.
i want to but you can't take me as i am, can't you?
until when are you gonna keep me in this cage? until when do i have to put on this smile and pretend like i agree with whatever decisions you make for me? until when am i gonna be like a stranger to you? oh fuck, i'm effin tired with you. i'm effin tired of not being myself. thank god, i have friends that understand me and are always there for me.
until when are you gonna keep me in this cage? until when do i have to put on this smile and pretend like i agree with whatever decisions you make for me? until when am i gonna be like a stranger to you? oh fuck, i'm effin tired with you. i'm effin tired of not being myself. thank god, i have friends that understand me and are always there for me.
Lots Of Love,
Syuhadah▲
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