Life life life.

Posted by S

Hi guys :( Its saturday. I know right. I have to go back to hostel tomorrow. But mama so kind and she let me to go back on Monday. Alahamdullilah. Lol. I know u're gonna say im so malas or whatever. U just dont know what i've been trough so STFU. I just dont like the school the environment the student everything is just not right for me. It doesn't suit me. AT ALL!!! I dont know whats the reason but i just cant stand there. Just cant.


So, i've been thinking wisely, i'd made my desicion to move. I mean i will still stay hostel but not Aminuddin Baki. My choice? Setiabudi :) Sekolah agama. At least Sarah is there. hm. Takut nak bgtau mama. I know setiabudi is private school. But, nahhh i dont knw. Tension.Mama expect me to sabar. Ya allah. Dah cuba mama. Bnyak kali. And im sick of everything. Baba keep pushing me to study study study. Im not a robot.


Life is unfair :( Sometimes i regret for getting good results waktu UPSR. Nak buat cano. If Allah wants it to happen , it will. I guess satu hari nnt i'll get a better repay who knows ? :) Smpai sini sahaja. Assalamualaikum and take care guys xx

WTH ?!

Posted by S

Hye guys :( Im sad right now. How pathetic is my life !! Slalu kena tipu. Kena tipu buta2. Ya allah. Why is this happening to me. Besarnya dugaan. Aliff lied to me . And he tried to deny everything when terang2 that thing is true. Madafaka -_- Sorry. I just cant control myself. Dia betul2 cabar kesabaran aku. I'll make sure he regret . mark that.

So the tragedy begins yesterday. I tweet like this #BestThingAboutSingle Being alone never feels better than having someone special :( So, theres no best thing about single. He favorited my tweet. I was like OH EM GEE? terkejut lah because i know he feels lonely too like i do :( But suddenly my eyes were focusing on his display name on twitter that goes like this 'ribuzsinahraf'. Err? I tried to terbalikkan and i got the name 'farhaniszubir' . Dan, waktu itu lah i am crying like an idiot. Bkannya jealous just rasa stupid because he lied to me. 

So, what i did is i bash him dlam tweet. Takde lah mention. Biasa lah Syuhada. Dia terasa. And the worst part is he is being in denial. He deny benda tu tak btul. Dia kata saya main tuduh, Gossip sekolah sahaja. (farhanis tu schoolmate dia) And i was like WTF -_- Igt aku nak percaya ke. Dia tweet lah semua bnda tu of course.Hm. Sakit hati en? He lied to me. He lied. Can you believe it?! he actually lied to me.

I wake up this morning forget about the past. In a happy mood to watch Tv, eat Nasi lemak. I online my facebook and guess what? Aliff is in a relationship with Farhanis Zubir and i was like ya allah besarnya dugaan. Thats the word yg came out from my mouth. And all i can think about is theres more guy out there who knows how to appreciate me, who can treat me 123456789 kali ganda better than him. Sorry bro. I am not like what you think. Im strong enough. 

Nmpak gmbar tu? That is my reaction when i saw your face BIATCHHH!! haha. Assalamualaikum xx